Do u no wat this rap means?

I thought I had u on lockdown.
In other words ud never break up with me.
Then one day somethin stupid happened.
U broke up wit me for no reason.
Im tryin to make this visual like an art man.
and you dont even care girl.
it feels wierd when u livin with no heart man.
Life is rollercoaster.
take me to the fair girl.
And I know that u dont want me back bt I got stacks and u can have
half
and if u dont like that then say it in person cus its easy to write
that.
Ya And when u want me back im not gonna write back. Forget it
im not wit it
id rather get it then give it
But ud rather get rid of it then live it.
That-girl-stabbed-me.
and now im dead.
That-racist-girl- broke up with me -cause i am black. Ooooohhh

I jus wish she wouldnt mind skintone.
And then id be able to change her ringtone.
This is life not a game of ping pong
And now I know theres nothing better than being home alone
with tha phone next to me
Waitin for her to let me talk to her.
And All her friends that knew me
Is underground with her like a sewer.
I thot MLK made a diffrence to many but i guess secretly its fewer
After I gave two months to her she decides to leave like nothin jus
happened to tha two of us.
That-girl-stabbed-me.
and now im dead.
That-racist-girl- broke up with me -cause i am black. Ooooohhh

Damn I really need some help man.
Cus this box of tissues isnt really helpin
And shes tha bone because thats all im fetchin.
I guess ill leave her alone and stop messin
She hates me for no reason
Imma die knowin shes been racist since she was eleven.